I know it’s hard but stay positive. My grandmother beat cancer 3 times, colon, breast, skin and every time they told her she wasn’t going to make it. She ended up passing from an ammonia in 2019 at age 88 cancer free. Be positive and happy even if it hurts. I will pray for you.
I don’t think the mods will remove or mess with your post, there not heartless, if this dosnt deserve a pass I don’t know what does.